An Uphill Struggle

're on the track, keeps on climbing the mountain. Why it is so hard, pretty much hurt to be uphill? Why i just keeps on going this struggle?I got on the path for no better reason than it seemed like the right thing to do at this time. Then I discovered I felt better about myself when I keeps on learning new things every single days and spend equal amount of time alone and with others.

This is just why i'm still here,going uphill. That is why I stayed with this.

Going uphill

Sometimes uphill curling

but keeps on uphill struggle






Until reach at the top of mountain ;)





I can almost see it,That dream I am dreaming. But there's a voice inside my head saying. "You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying, gotta keep my head held high, there's always gonna be another mountain, I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be a uphill battle.Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there.Ain't about what's waiting on the other side.It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking sometimes might knock me down. But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it,but these are the moments that.I'm gonna remember most, yeah..Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move.Always gonna be a uphill battle.Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain, i'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be an uphill battle. Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing. Keep the faith, baby. It's all about, it's all about the climb. Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa.

Yahuuu..erk, alhamdulillah

When buddies and family keeps on asking, Bila balik kampung eh?.They gimme weird face when heard the answer, Ntah la, tiket pn ntah ke mana. How could I do not buy the ticket yet as Tickets selling like hot cakes especially to my destination. haish..teringin beraya kat kl ke? huh!

Then, yesterday is the day for me 'sampai seru' went to tickets' counters with hopeless face to find KL-KB for 18/09/09 night. yeah.. it almost impossible to find the ticket especially for that date. There are four possible things will occurs;

• All KB Raya tickets sold out
• There's no ticket on 18 as it is on Friday night which almost workers want to save their AL, finish work for the day and move on balik kampung.
• If there a ticket, it is 'bas tambahan' only, not comfortable as the express bus
• Then, my plan B will be executed ---> buat muka seposen tumpang keta kak ngah balik kampung. It is most avoidable situation!

Guess what i got??

• I get a single and only one left express bus ticket, on Friday night!
• With the 'huh, face' like image below, i'm can't believe my own eyes..hehe

Yahuuuuu...erk..sempena Ramadhan ini kuucapkan Alhamdulillah.. :)

Send a sms to my cousin;yahuu..dpt tiket 18/9.hehe

Then, she reply with unbelievable 'face' maybe; hehe..mu 2 sokmo g2 ada ong sokmo.

Cheers,

:)

Welcome back

Welcome back to blogger. woohaaa..once in a month i'm writting here, how's passive blogger i am. ;(

There's so many things comes to my plates, looking forwad, moving forward and sometimes have to running forward. Haish..a part of me seems a little bit tired, especially my eyes seems so 'expired'.

Then, when come to leasure time, with all the things settle on and nothing to do, i'm just looks so weird. mcm mati kutu! Anyway, there's a long list to do within this spare time. I have been planned all since a few months ago but nowhere to begin on.erm..let's start with update this blog!

Cheers!
:)

We shouldn't cry because of some hurt

A thing that i had learned from this lil' boy 'we shouldn't cry because of some hurt'

How's hard this boy to cry even when he's injured or getting hurt.

Satu hari tu, orang mintak tolong tanggalkan sarung bantal peluk tapi dia masuk dalam sarung tu jadi pocong la konon. lompat2 atas katil, terloncat2 mcm pocong. tiba2 kedebukkk..

Terjatuh.

Dahi dan bibir luka. Dahi macam flowerhorn! macam pic tu lah muka dia bila luka (internally and externally). Langsung tak terkata ape2..terkebil2 je..sambil sapu darah kat dahi dan bibir.

Orang sapu ubat sambil berkata, 'kesian sayang anak ibu, sayang anak ibu'.
Tiba2 dengar mcm orang teresak2. Aik..orang cakap sayang barulah nangis.

"Kamus Bergerak" On the Go

I wanna learn new things everyday, I don't know much about vocabulary or grammar then every single new words should be my bread and butter for meal.I do like to be 'Kamus Bergerak' on the go, still learning and keeps on going to learn.

Here is the pillar of KKLW ministry, it is just few pillars but i did some mistakes while translating it.


Original version:-

Teras 1 = Pembangunan prasarana dan ameniti sosial
Teras 2 = Pembasmi kemiskinan
Teras 3 = Pembangunan tanah & wilayah
Teras 4 = Pembangunan ekonomi desa
Teras 5 = Pembangunan Manusia & institusi sosial
Teras 6 = Pembangunan teknologi maklumat & komunikasi
Teras 7 = Pembangunan masyarakat orang asli

My version :-

Core 1 = Infrastructure development and social amenity
Core 2 = Poverty abolitionist
Core 3 = Land & province development
Core 4= Rural economic development
Core 5 = Human & Social Institution Development
Core 6 = Information technology & communication development
Core 7 = Native people/ aborigines community development

English version:- (after been reviewed by translator partner)

Pillar 1 = Development of infrastructures and social amenities
Pillar 2 = Eradication of poverty
Pillar 3 = Development of land and territory
Pillar 4 = Development of rural economy
Pillar 5 = Development of Human and social institutions
Pillar 6 = Development of communication and information technology
Pillar 7 = Development of Orang Asli communities

The slight ambiguity in term of translation happend depends on our knowledge and level of language skills. There's nothing wrong with language as long as we understood the actual meaning, it is where the accurancy and situation of where to use the sentences matters the most.

Eureka! eureka! :)

Not now, i'm busy

I’m constantly bringing new tasks onto my plate. It’s my job to delegate certain tasks and figure out when I have time to execute certain responsibilities. Still wondering around, there's a lot, a bulk or a lorry or a trailer of unfinished 'life to-do list' to be completed.

What matters the most in me are time management and my own self who is not ready to commit.

Related to the 'own readiness', i just remember of meeting a programmer-business guy last month @ Warung Kita (it is actually not ours kopitiam but ya..just a name). He is just a programmer and doing business is just coincidently. Start with freelance for simple application then move forward took Cradle grant (RM50K) to develop a system.

He's applied that grant on his own self, without any business experience and skills related to business, but he do have courage to do so. It is so fast and furious track which he NEVER have time to be ready. His say, "It is what for to be ready? Grab the chance and just do it! ".

Even the chances are not always there for us, we still have the choices which track to be in. It’s always nice to remind ourself of what’s really important in our life. There are career, love and relationship, experiences, own satisfation and chances in life, but they should not come separately. They should be blends together to mould our life.

Let's running forward for career, experiences, own satisfation and taking chances but also take a breath. A breath? ya..i do take a breath – because love is in the air!

Skype status: masslily is running forward

For this whole week, my skype status "masslily is running forward". Ermm.. running. Running forward and running backward, running away and running apart. Huh..i just want to run!

[9:24:26 AM] kerol says: don't running foward you'll fall hard, just try hard to
go as far as what your feet can take you and leave the rest to God, you'll find
the true meaning of success

p/s: credit to kerol for his word of wisdom today :p