Moving foooooorward

Life isn't logical.

2010-06-28T22:30:00.000-07:00

Life isn't logical. There's no way you can predict what's going to happen. Well, at least not if you're like most humans. Who knows, that might change in the future, but for now we're stuck.

There are better ways to live your life than let your mind control every single move you make.
Think about all those things you've wanted to do, but never did, because you thought they were silly. Have you noticed how that approach is slowly sucking the enjoyment out of your life?

There are better options.

alaaa..tag menda ni dya? adui

2010-06-24T18:42:00.000-07:00

utk x menghampakan dya yg beria2 tag org, buat la jugak..hehe

1.Soalan pertama : adakah anda rasa anda hot?
- yupp..hot n spicy!

2.Soalan ke-dua: upload wallpaper yang anda guna sekarang.

3.Soalan ke-tiga : cerita pasal wallpaper tersebut.
- pc baru format, xde wallpaper favret. ni google je, dapat wallpaper Inspiring. clean n simple! hehe

4.Soalan ke-empat : bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
- bulan lepas, domino pizza!

5.Soalan ke-lima : lagu paling latest anda dengar.
- Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett - Way Back Into Love. best wooo..kena dgn jiwa..hakhak

6.Soalan ke-enam : apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
- pening nk login forum putera.com, lupa password lupa username.retrieve pun x jadik2.hakhak

7.Soalan ke-tujuh : selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?
- puan sri..hohoho..

8.Soalan ke-lapan : tag lagi lapan orang.
- asal lak ramai neh..ambik kecik dan ana je la ek..haha

9.Soalan ke-sembilan : siapakah orang no. 1 kepada anda?
- kecik yg cumey!betol betol betol!

10.Soalan ke-sepuluh : katakan sesuatu kepada orang no.5
-

11.Soalan ke-sebelas : no. 3 ada hubungan dengan sapa?
-

12.Soalan ke-duabelas : bagaimana pula dengan no.4?
-

13.Soalan ke-tigabelas : pesanan kepada orang no.6
-

14.Soalan ke-empat belas : kata2 cinta untuk orang no. 2.
- luv u! haha

15.Soalan ke-lima belas : adakah no.7 dan no.8 mempunyai persamaan?
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16.Soalan ke-enambelas : berikan 5 perkara yang anda tawu tentang orang yang mengetag anda.

cumey
tp senget
baik
tp cepat moody
ape2 pn,korang da best lah! hehe

18.Soalan ke-lapanbelas : perasaan anda semasa buat tag ini.
- senget.

19.Soalan ke-sembilanbelas : adakah anda tau si razman itu sengal
- xtahu pon!

20. Soalan ke-duapuluh : gay or less?
- of coz NOT!senget!

Malam tadi ku bermimpi..KAMU

2010-05-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

Rasa kamu masih ade
tak pergi ke mana2 pun
takde pun sebab pergi keja, kan keja shift
jarang dapat jumpa

kalau raya pun, raya ke2 atau ke3 baru dapat jumpa
kalau balik kg pun, jarang skali dapat jumpa kat rumah nenek

tapi ade je cerita pasal kamu

cerita pasal kebaikan kamu

masa kamu sakit pun, terlantar kat katil hospital tu pun
kamu masih bertanya
apa khabar atok, apa khabar nenek

masa tu kamu yang sangat sakit kan.

ada je cerita pasal kamu.
kebaikkan kamu
malam sebelum kamu pergi tu pun
kamu masih bertanya, sape lagi ye sedara kita yang akan masuk U
kamu blum jumpa,kamu nak jumpa sebab nak bagi duit buat bekal masuk U
mtk sape2 tu datang jumpa kamu, sebab

masa tu kamu sangat sakit kan.

rindu kamu
mahu dengar lagi cerita pasal kamu

mlm td ku bermimpi
jumpa kamu
mendengar cerita pasal kamu
ye..kamu masih ade
masih sama
tak pergi ke mana2 pun

takde pun sebab pergi keja, kan keja shift
jarang dapat jumpa

nanti kita jumpa ye.
rindu kamu.

~ alFatihah buat arwah Norma Bt Ibrahim, kembali ke rahmatullah 16Feb2010~

Update 26/5/2010

Malam tadi lepas kira2, rupanye malam mimpikan arwah tu, malam ke100 dia meninggal. Subhanallah..subhanallah..subhanallah

Rupanye roh arwah datang membawa perkhabaran dirinya kepada orang terdekat yang masih hidup ini.

Allahhuakbar..allahuakbar..allahuakbar

Rasa lega sangat..lapang dada.

Dalam mimpi tu,

Dia sihat..malah macam tak pernah sakit

wajahnye tenang dan damai..

dia bahagia di sana,

Alhamdulillah..alhamdullillah..alhamdulillah.

10 jenis pekerja yang menjengkelkan

2010-04-15T19:36:00.000-07:00

1. Taichi

Asyik passing kerja kepada orang lain. Konsepnya menepis segala kerja yang datang kepada orang lain. Asal ada unsur-unsur sales, terus forwardkan email ke ketua Sales and Marketing, ada cerita pasal pekerja je... terus passing memo tu kepada HR department.. .etc.

2. Boxing

Single tasking (ada ke phrase ni?). Mana pernah peninju berlawan pakai kaki, siku, lutut, kepala. Mereka cuma reti genggam tangan dan tumbuk lawan. Pekerja-pekerja sebegini selalunya akan jadi kucing hilang anak bila dapat bebanan kerja lebih sikit. Kalau minta tolong print document sambil jawap telefon pun dia akan melatah.

3. Silat Pulut
Before start any works, dia punya bunga-bunga punyalah lama. Macam-macam gaya, macam-macam persediaan. Nampak cantik tapi buahnya takde. Kalau nak showcase boleh lah.

4. Samurai dan Cowboy

Apa persamaan samurai dan cowboy? Kedua-duanya pandai main senjata... actually both terlalu bergantung kepada senjata. Golongan pekerja sebeginilah yang akan mati kutu kalau equipment rosak atau internet line down. Mereka terlalu mengharapkan machine to do their works.

5. Kungfu Bruce Lee
Hampir sama seperti silat pulut, cuma kalau kita familiar dengan filem-filem Bruce Lee, before and after dia menyerang lawan mulut dia tak reti duduk diam. Wataaa...! Wachaaaa.... ! Dan macam-macam bunyi lagi. Ramai juga pekerja yang macam ni, sebelum start satu-satu projek dia punya sembang melangit... dah siap project pun dia still let everybody knows dia punya contribution.

6. Ninja

Betul-betul berlawanan dengan Kungfu Bruce Lee, pekerja-pekerja bersifat ninja ni low profile. Kadang-kadang tu terlalu low profile sehingga kita nak cari dia pun susah. 9 pagi still breakfast, datang kejap lepas tu... then ...Zasss.. ilang pergi lunch. Datang semula office, pastu dah menyelinap pergi minum petang... arrange meeting kat luar, terus balik rumah. Senang cerita, kaki ngular.

7. Rambo
Berlagak hero. Semua benda dia nak buat. Kononnya dunia ni berputar disekeliling dia sahaja. Kalau berjaya takpe juga, kadang-kadang tu berlagak hero... tapi bila last minutes, kelam kabut minta pertolongan kawan-kawan.

8. Kungfu Jackie Chan
Setiap filem Jackie Chan akan ada satu persamaan. Tak kira macam-mana jalan cerita, di mana kejadian tu, siapa pelakonnya.. . scene gaduh mesti tak serious. Mesti banyak adegan-adegan lucu yang diselitkan. Ramai juga pekerja yang bersifat sebegini. Kononnya taknak tension, so semua pekerjaan tak ambil serious.

9. Street Fighter

Ini pekerja yang tidak tahu ikut procedure. Maybe kerja akan beres, semua setel, tapi bila suruh prepare handover document contohnya, dia akan pening kepala. Suruh submit borang claim, hantar progress report, follow SOP, ikut method statement... etc, semuanya dia tak suka buat. Dia nak buat kerja mengikut cara dia sahaja.

10. WWE Wrestling
Bukan wrestling yang dipertandingkan di Sukan Olimpik. Aku referring to wrestling yang diletakkan di bawah Entertaiment TV Guide, bukan kategori Sport. Pekerja yang ada sifat WWE Wrestling ni kita tengok mereka memang rajin kerja. Datang awal, balik tengah malam, kerja bertimbun atas meja, nampak macam busy gila. Tapi... as we all know, semuanya lakonan semata-mata.

P/s: uiks..rajin tol aku posting benda2 nih..credit pic to pakcik google. ;p

HUSBANDS FOR SALE!!

2010-02-02T19:56:00.000-08:00

A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates.

You may visit the store ONLY ONCE!

There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch .... You may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building!

So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads:

Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.

The second floor sign reads:
Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.

The third floor sign reads:
Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids and are extremely good looking.
'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads:

Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop- dead good looking and help with the housework.
'Oh, mercy me!' she exclaims, 'I can hardly stand it!' Still, she goes to the fifth floor and sign reads:

Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop- dead gorgeous, help with the housework, and have a strong romantic streak.
She is so tempted to stay, but she goes to the sixth floor and the sign reads:

Floor 6 - You are visitor 4,363,012 to this floor. There are no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please.
Thank you for shopping at the Husband Store. Â Watch your step as you exit the building, and have a nice day!

Forgive, Forget n Move

2010-01-29T01:02:00.000-08:00

Jawapan:

Untuk yang sedang dibolak balik hatinya oleh Allah.

Anda sangat banyak melayan perasaan dan sangat sedikit menggunakan pemikiran. Memang wanita sangat kuat dicengkam oleh pengaruh emosi. Namun emosi sahaja tidak akan menukarkan khayalan kepada kenyataan. Anda sebenarnya sedang dilamun kisah silam bersama, hingga anda merasa masih cinta padanya tanpa menyedari yang dia tidak begitu.

Buktinya dia sudah ada pengganti dan akan melangsungkan perkahwinan. Ini jelas membuktikan yang dia tidak lagi memikirkan anda langsung.
Kenangan bersama anda sudah dikubur dalam lipatan sejarah dan dikunci dalam kotak kisah yang tidak perlu dibuka lagi. Maka adalah sia-sia yang anda masih mengenangnya.
Betapa pun dalamnya rindu anda padanya, itu adalah rindu sepihak, ibarat pungguk rindukan bulan. Bulan tetap mengambang tanpa memikirkan ada pungguk di bumi yang merinduinya.

Oleh itu ,belajarlah menganalisa perasaan anda dan memujuk agar perasaan dan pemikiran menerima hakikat bahawa orang yang anda kenang itu bukan lagi milik anda. Malah tidak akan menjadi milik anda selamanya.

Kuburkanlah ingatan dan simpanlah kenangan anda sebagai kisah silam yang sudah berangkat dari hidup anda. Jika diteruskan juga anda ibarat mimpi di siang hari. Adalah lebih beruntung untuk beri perhatian pada orang yang ada di hadapan anda kerana dengan cara sedemikian fikiran dan perasaan anda akan terisi episod kisah baru dan lama kelamaan akan memadamkan kisah anda bersama dia.

Jangan membawa kisah silam ke masa hadapan. Kerana cara ini akan membunuh masa depan anda yang masih panjang. Anggaplah itu satu mimpi semalam untuk mainan tidur saja. Adalah membuang masa dan kekuatan untuk mengenang dan memuja, merindui dan mencemburui orang yang sudah tidak ada di sisi kita. Jangan bodohkan diri dan buang usia anda. Mungkin Allah mahu anda membina hidup baru dengan orang lain yang mungkin lebih baik dari yang hilang. Oleh itu sibukkan diri dan dekatkan diri dengan Allah agar anda dapat menerima ketentuan bahawa jodoh anda hanya setakat itu sahaja. Dan Allah juga mahu anda belajar dari kisah silam agar dapat membina kehidupan yang lebih baik supaya kita tidak membiarkan pisang berbuah dua kali, atau jatuh ke lubang buaya dua kali. Carilah ganti agar hati dan persaan terisi dengan baik dan anda lebih terfokus dalam hidup.

Don't ever stop Dreaming

2010-01-24T17:34:00.000-08:00

Dreams are a big part of our Lives

and You must do whatever it takes
to make them a Reality;
by the plans you make,
the course you take,
and the things you do.
Don't dwell on past mistakes.
Leave yesterday behind,
along with all it's problems,
worries and doubts.

Realize you can't change the past,
but you can start a new tomorrow.
Don't try to do everything at once;
take one step at a time,
Don't ever be afraid to try the Impossible
no matter what others may think.
Remember you are Unique
in your own special way.

Don't ever stop Dreaming!
Don't ever stop wanting what's right for you!

A moving forward to 2010

2010-01-04T18:27:00.000-08:00

Where did the year go?

Suddenly it is January......again - and we realize that with the giant strides we started in January and within a blink of an eye, 2009 is on its’ back!

A big "Thank You" to each and every one of you, for the impact you have had on my life this year.

Especially for all the support and warm friendship.......without you, I'm sure that 2009 would have been so much more boring.

May 2010 mark the beginning of a Tidal Wave of Love, Happiness and a Brighter Future.

And to those who need someone special,

may you find that one true love

To those who need money,

may your finances overflow

To those who need caring,

may you find a good heart

To those who need friends,

may you meet lovely people

To those who need life,

may you find (oh my) GOD.

A sticky notes on the Wall

2009-11-03T23:30:00.000-08:00

Awak dengan baju buruk awak,
gantungkan lah, ampaikan lah,
Awak dengan laku buruk awak,
tanggungkan lah,rasaikan lah.

Always remember this sticky notes on my room's wall. I wrote this sticky notes in my Form 1. Yupp..still remember it. It is when a youngster at this age 'taste' the new world. Become a rebel and starts on fooling around.

It a reminder for me to stick on the behave in whatever i'm doing.
Wake up every morning that first reminder for that day.
Going yo close my eyes, it is the last time come across my eyes.

yea..i should keep on remind myself this thing. even till now.

A story worth sharing

2009-10-29T19:48:00.000-07:00

A story worth sharing ... it will touch the heart of every man and woman with family ...

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!

Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by... Christmas carols and frantic shoppers.... but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.

His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy. My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."

After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say... I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldnt help opening the letter before they turn to ash.

And one of the letters broke my heart....

Dear Mummy,

I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad

went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldn't help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why haven't you appeared?

After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

For the females with children:

Don't do so much overtime. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem. Feedback to your boss. Endless overtime may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and take care of your little precious.

For the married men:

Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients. Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable. Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones.

For those singles out there:

Beauty lies in loving yourself first. With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.

-credit to Matt for sharing-

Ganbatte Kundasai Cikgu Mary

2009-10-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

A friend of me, Mary just flew to Sarawak last 2 days. I'm her first friend that she told when a mail for the teacher posting she read through. How pity she is, have to fly from Kelantan to Sarawak and she's really in depression. However, it is her responsibility as a teacher to fulfill the requirement. She's brave enough to say that, "I will do it, 3-4 years is just a time. Let's do it as part of responsibility!"

That was 2 weeks ago, Mary went through the depression time and try out to build up bulk of confident and 'redho'. She was in such hard situation, but where I'm those time? I'm just forgot to comfort her, even hardly to send a sms!!

How pity friend I am . :(

On the day she's flew to Sarawak, it was the time I remember of her. Just after a glance of my calendar!!
That the moment when I hardly only can see she's waves goodbye through the plane's window.

What else I can say this time, I miss her. Miss her so much!

No wonder, since that day, Mary will get sms from me everyday. yupp.. a pity friend of her is hardly trying to hold our friendship much longer.

Yeay, she's just sms me. She's understand my situation and hold no 'grudge' for having friendship with a friend like me. phew!! A sign that everything alrights is hearing her chuckle. She is chuckle ok, I'm the one who LAUGH.

Ganbatte Kundasai Cikgu Mary!let's time be just a time, till the moment we will meet again..

An Uphill Struggle

2009-09-16T02:00:00.000-07:00

're on the track, keeps on climbing the mountain. Why it is so hard, pretty much hurt to be uphill? Why i just keeps on going this struggle?I got on the path for no better reason than it seemed like the right thing to do at this time. Then I discovered I felt better about myself when I keeps on learning new things every single days and spend equal amount of time alone and with others.

This is just why i'm still here,going uphill. That is why I stayed with this.

Going uphill

Sometimes uphill curling

but keeps on uphill struggle

Until reach at the top of mountain ;)

I can almost see it,That dream I am dreaming. But there's a voice inside my head saying. "You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying, gotta keep my head held high, there's always gonna be another mountain, I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be a uphill battle.Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there.Ain't about what's waiting on the other side.It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking sometimes might knock me down. But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it,but these are the moments that.I'm gonna remember most, yeah..Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move.Always gonna be a uphill battle.Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain, i'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be an uphill battle. Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing. Keep the faith, baby. It's all about, it's all about the climb. Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa.

Yahuuu..erk, alhamdulillah

2009-09-09T19:04:00.000-07:00

When buddies and family keeps on asking, Bila balik kampung eh?.They gimme weird face when heard the answer, Ntah la, tiket pn ntah ke mana. How could I do not buy the ticket yet as Tickets selling like hot cakes especially to my destination. haish..teringin beraya kat kl ke? huh!

Then, yesterday is the day for me 'sampai seru' went to tickets' counters with hopeless face to find KL-KB for 18/09/09 night. yeah.. it almost impossible to find the ticket especially for that date. There are four possible things will occurs;

All KB Raya tickets sold out
There's no ticket on 18 as it is on Friday night which almost workers want to save their AL, finish work for the day and move on balik kampung.
If there a ticket, it is 'bas tambahan' only, not comfortable as the express bus
Then, my plan B will be executed ---> buat muka seposen tumpang keta kak ngah balik kampung. It is most avoidable situation!

Guess what i got??

I get a single and only one left express bus ticket, on Friday night!
With the 'huh, face' like image below, i'm can't believe my own eyes..hehe

Yahuuuuu...erk..sempena Ramadhan ini kuucapkan Alhamdulillah.. :)

Send a sms to my cousin;yahuu..dpt tiket 18/9.hehe

Then, she reply with unbelievable 'face' maybe; hehe..mu 2 sokmo g2 ada ong sokmo.

Cheers,

Welcome back

2009-09-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

Welcome back to blogger. woohaaa..once in a month i'm writting here, how's passive blogger i am. ;(

There's so many things comes to my plates, looking forwad, moving forward and sometimes have to running forward. Haish..a part of me seems a little bit tired, especially my eyes seems so 'expired'.

Then, when come to leasure time, with all the things settle on and nothing to do, i'm just looks so weird. mcm mati kutu! Anyway, there's a long list to do within this spare time. I have been planned all since a few months ago but nowhere to begin on.erm..let's start with update this blog!

Cheers!
:)

We shouldn't cry because of some hurt

2009-08-05T22:32:00.001-07:00

A thing that i had learned from this lil' boy 'we shouldn't cry because of some hurt'

How's hard this boy to cry even when he's injured or getting hurt.

Satu hari tu, orang mintak tolong tanggalkan sarung bantal peluk tapi dia masuk dalam sarung tu jadi pocong la konon. lompat2 atas katil, terloncat2 mcm pocong. tiba2 kedebukkk..

Terjatuh.

Dahi dan bibir luka. Dahi macam flowerhorn! macam pic tu lah muka dia bila luka (internally and externally). Langsung tak terkata ape2..terkebil2 je..sambil sapu darah kat dahi dan bibir.

Orang sapu ubat sambil berkata, 'kesian sayang anak ibu, sayang anak ibu'.
Tiba2 dengar mcm orang teresak2. Aik..orang cakap sayang barulah nangis.

"Kamus Bergerak" On the Go

2009-04-29T21:53:00.000-07:00

I wanna learn new things everyday, I don't know much about vocabulary or grammar then every single new words should be my bread and butter for meal.I do like to be 'Kamus Bergerak' on the go, still learning and keeps on going to learn.

Here is the pillar of KKLW ministry, it is just few pillars but i did some mistakes while translating it.

Original version:-

Teras 1 = Pembangunan prasarana dan ameniti sosial
Teras 2 = Pembasmi kemiskinan
Teras 3 = Pembangunan tanah & wilayah
Teras 4 = Pembangunan ekonomi desa
Teras 5 = Pembangunan Manusia & institusi sosial
Teras 6 = Pembangunan teknologi maklumat & komunikasi
Teras 7 = Pembangunan masyarakat orang asli

My version :-

Core 1 = Infrastructure development and social amenity
Core 2 = Poverty abolitionist
Core 3 = Land & province development
Core 4= Rural economic development
Core 5 = Human & Social Institution Development
Core 6 = Information technology & communication development
Core 7 = Native people/ aborigines community development

English version:- (after been reviewed by translator partner)

Pillar 1 = Development of infrastructures and social amenities
Pillar 2 = Eradication of poverty
Pillar 3 = Development of land and territory
Pillar 4 = Development of rural economy
Pillar 5 = Development of Human and social institutions
Pillar 6 = Development of communication and information technology
Pillar 7 = Development of Orang Asli communities

The slight ambiguity in term of translation happend depends on our knowledge and level of language skills. There's nothing wrong with language as long as we understood the actual meaning, it is where the accurancy and situation of where to use the sentences matters the most.

Eureka! eureka! :)

Not now, i'm busy

2009-04-27T18:41:00.000-07:00

I’m constantly bringing new tasks onto my plate. It’s my job to delegate certain tasks and figure out when I have time to execute certain responsibilities. Still wondering around, there's a lot, a bulk or a lorry or a trailer of unfinished 'life to-do list' to be completed.

What matters the most in me are time management and my own self who is not ready to commit.

Related to the 'own readiness', i just remember of meeting a programmer-business guy last month @ Warung Kita (it is actually not ours kopitiam but ya..just a name). He is just a programmer and doing business is just coincidently. Start with freelance for simple application then move forward took Cradle grant (RM50K) to develop a system.

He's applied that grant on his own self, without any business experience and skills related to business, but he do have courage to do so. It is so fast and furious track which he NEVER have time to be ready. His say, "It is what for to be ready? Grab the chance and just do it! ".

Even the chances are not always there for us, we still have the choices which track to be in. It’s always nice to remind ourself of what’s really important in our life. There are career, love and relationship, experiences, own satisfation and chances in life, but they should not come separately. They should be blends together to mould our life.

Let's running forward for career, experiences, own satisfation and taking chances but also take a breath. A breath? ya..i do take a breath – because love is in the air!

Skype status: masslily is running forward

2009-04-23T18:36:00.000-07:00

For this whole week, my skype status "masslily is running forward". Ermm.. running. Running forward and running backward, running away and running apart. Huh..i just want to run!

[9:24:26 AM] kerol says: don't running foward you'll fall hard, just try hard to
go as far as what your feet can take you and leave the rest to God, you'll find
the true meaning of success

p/s: credit to kerol for his word of wisdom today :p

How to Improve Your English

2008-11-11T00:20:00.000-08:00

There are 5 ways how to improve your English language :

1. Read

Read anything English - books, magazines, brochures, catalogs, signboards and everything. If you’ve been accustomed to reading the newspaper in your mother tongue, choose the one in English from now on. Stick to it.

Set yourself a periodical target to achieve. For example, reading 2 books per month. Then, increase the load to 3 or 4 books. Mix the book genres according to your interest. Start slow and you will improve progressively.

Learning a language, especially a language which is foreign to you, is a gradual process. It takes time. Don’t be discouraged with the amount of new vocabs and grammar you learn every day.

2. Write

Write your first sentence in your sketch book, diary, journal, blog and so on. If you’re so scared that someone will see your writing and laugh at it, keep it a secret. Put under your mattress or something. If you blog, assume no one is reading it. Or keep it password-protected. As the time goes by, take your time to review back what you have written for the past 6 months. While the beginning of your ‘writing career’ may sound embarrassing, you will be surprised to see how well you actually can write and how much you have improved.

3. Speak, and don’t be afraid of mistakes

The easiest way to avoid mistake is to stop doing things and this is where people go wrong. They assume that those who make less mistake are the better learners, an assumption which is only true inside the classroom. In real world, people who make mistakes learn faster as the experience taught them invaluable lesson. So, start your English conversation with your parents, siblings, neighbours, classmates and peers. Don’t be intimidated when other people surrounding laugh at your attempt and your mistakes. See the difference after 1 month.

4. Watch English movies without subtitles

Watching English movies or programs without the subtitles sharpen your listening and auditory skills. Begin with those films or documentaries you have not watched before. Listen to what is being said and interpret the meaning of it, either implicitly or explicitly. Later, when you write, try recalling some of the phrases used in the movie and now you have combined your listening skill with your writing skill into one.

5. Join courses

When circumstances are right, pick and join an English course, which is easily available nearby your neighborhood, in schools or even online, where you can learn from the comfort of your own place. There are many levels of courses available and making the right choice seems to be a daunting task. But fret not. You can always discuss with the program provider to make an initial assessment on which level of English competency you have. You can also test yourself to discover what kind of English learner you are here, before proceeding with any English courses.

credit to:SkorCareer

Movie Review :: Lord Of The Ring

2008-10-12T20:54:00.000-07:00

Lord of The Ring (The Return of The King)

GENRE(S): Action Drama Fantasy
DIRECTED BY: Peter Jackson
RUNNING TIME: 210 minutes
ORIGIN: USA / New Zealand

Bird's Eye View

This shows a scene from directly overhead, a very unnatural and strange angle. Familiar objects viewed from this angle might seem totally unrecognized at first. This shot, however, put the audience in a godlike position, looking down on the action. People can be made to look insignificant, ant-like, part of wider scheme of things.

Hand-held Shot
A shot made with the camera held in hand, not on a tripod or other stabilizing fixture.

Extreme Close Up
It is too close to show very dramatic scenes of reactions or emotion.

Long Shot
A shot taken with the camera at a distance from its subject.

Close-Up
A shot in which a face or object fills the frame. Close-ups might be achieved by setting the camera close to the subject or by using a long focal-length lens.

Scene Transition
The moving from one scene to another. The scene 1 fade out while the scene 2 fade in.

Don't Look back

2008-10-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

"DON'T LOOK BACK"

As you travel through life,

there are always those times
when decisions just have to be made,
when the choices are hard,

and solutions seem scarce,
and the rain seems to soak your parade.

There are some situations where all you can do
is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
that carries you toward a new dawn.

So, pack up your troubles and take a step forward -
The process of change can be tough,
but think about all the excitement ahead
if you can be stalwart enough!

There might be adventures you never imagined,
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true -
In ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
as you challenge your status quo,
and learn there are so many options in life,
and so many ways you can grow!

Perhaps you'll go to places you never expected,
and see things that you've never seen,
or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
and wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
and somebody special who's there
to help you stay centered and listen with interest
to stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
are supportive of all that you do,
and believe that whatever decisions you make,
they’ll be the right choices for you.

So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
and taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -
Don't look back! You're not going that way!

A little bit about me..

2008-09-15T18:24:00.000-07:00

what should i write here eh? haih... being instructed to write a simple profile, then it should be as simple as like this..hehe

name: spikers apprentice
age: sweet 22nd

end :P

:-*